Breakfast: Yogurt- 2p+
Lunch: Turkey Sandwich 5p+, Honey Mustard Pretzels 3p+
Snacks: Honey Mustard Pretzels(my downfall today) 3p+, Ice Cream with Hope 5p+
Dinner: Sweet & Sour Chicken 6p+, Fried Rice 9p+ ( had more than I should have)
Evening Snacks: Honey Mustard Pretzels 3p+, some leftovers from dinner 5p+
All in all it was not a great day I was over by about 5 p+. I didn't exercise today, I did yesterday though. I just feel like I'm not moving forward, like I'm not doing enough. I need that oomph to get me moving just something to feel like what I am doing is worth it. I want to lose this weight so bad it hurts. This journey has got me relying on God more. I know I can't do this without him. I pray for a better day tomorrow, more willpower and more strength. I really need to take the time each day for myself to spend 30 minutes exercising and putting my all into it. I want to give into my laziness and I sadly enough have been... I need to push forward and get past my pitfalls. This is truly a roller coaster. One day I feel wonderful about all of this and other days like today I feel like the weight is never going to come off. Once again it's the fears that I will fail that are holding me back. It takes me back to the saying that got me started in all of this "What would you do if you knew you couldn't fail?" I can't fail. My kids need me and I need to be healthy because my health is going to get worse if I don't take the steps to fix this.
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